
“So she gets everything, and I’m supposed to earn it all myself? Because I’m a youthful mistake? I won’t pay for her wedding!”
Anna’s voice trembled as she sat motionless on her small couch, her phone still warm in her hand. The call had ended, but her mother’s voice echoed in the silence of her rented apartment like a ghost refusing to leave.
“Anya, we need your help. Sveta’s wedding will cost more than we planned. You understand what an important milestone this is in her life. We know you have savings for an apartment, but that can wait.”
Her mother’s words burned into her mind, each syllable heavier than the last.
Twenty-eight years. That was her age. Twenty-eight years of living, twenty-five of which had been spent in the long shadow of her younger sister.
Anna rose and walked to the mirror. The reflection that looked back was unremarkable: dark hair tied back neatly, brown eyes behind thin glasses, a face that neither turned heads nor inspired envy. A face that had learned to be quiet, to take up less space.
Next to Sveta, she always seemed invisible — the gray background to a golden portrait.
Sveta — tall, radiant, blonde, blue-eyed — the very image of everything their parents had ever wanted. And at twenty-three, she was marrying a successful businessman.
Anna closed her eyes. The floodgates opened, and memory after memory poured through.
Childhood Shadows
The first injustice had been so small — yet it had set the tone for her entire life. Her sixth birthday. She could still see the cake, remember the laughter of guests, the scent of orange soda and wax candles.
But the attention, the admiration, was not for her. It was for little Sveta, barely walking, dressed in a frilly white dress.
“Look what a beauty she’s growing into!” one of the aunts had exclaimed.
“And the older one is so serious — wise beyond her years,” another had added with that pitying tone adults reserve for plain children.
Her mother’s voice, proud and dismissive at once:
“Yes, our Svetochka is special. And Anya — she’s independent, she can play by herself.”
Six-year-old Anna had smiled politely and gone to the corner, pretending not to care, arranging her dolls as laughter filled the room.
It became the rhythm of her childhood.
At eight, when Sveta was three, their parents decided on a joint birthday.
“Why spend money twice? Anya will understand; she’s sensible,” her father had said.
The cake was pink with princesses. The gifts — dolls, ribbons, dresses — all for Sveta. Anna received books and pencils.
“You’re a smart girl,” her mother explained. “This suits you better.”
Dreams Denied
At ten, Anna asked to go to music school.
“Music is expensive, Anya. Why do you need that? You’re already doing well in school,” her father said.
Two months later, five-year-old Sveta was enrolled in an elite choreography studio.
“The child shows ability; we have to develop it,” her mother said with pride.
When Anna was twelve, she discovered drawing. Her art teacher said she had genuine talent.
But when she asked for art classes, her father waved her off.
“Nonsense! Draw at home.”
Meanwhile, Sveta was being entered into beauty pageants with sequined dresses and professional photographers.
“Look what a little fashionista she’s becoming!” her mother cooed.
At fourteen, Anna liked a boy named Denis. She told her mother, blushing.
“It’s too early for that,” came the answer. “Better focus on studies.”
But when nine-year-old Sveta had a crush, it became a family anecdote:
“Our princess is already winning hearts!” her father laughed.
And always — always — there was that phrase:
“We had Anya early, we were too young. But Sveta is our long-awaited child.”
Anna heard it so many times it stopped being words and became an identity. She wasn’t a daughter. She was a mistake that turned out well enough not to be ashamed of.
The Pattern Hardens
At fifteen, she wanted to attend a math camp to prepare for university.
“Why waste money on that?” her father said.
A month later, Sveta — ten years old — was sent to a summer camp with modeling lessons.
“A child needs development,” her mother said.
At sixteen, Anna wanted to get a part-time job to pay for a physics tutor.
“Study better instead of running around,” her father scolded.
That same year, Sveta began horseback riding lessons.
“She’s special. She deserves the best.”
Anna excelled in school, always among the best students. But every award, every diploma, every medal — they all vanished into the background noise.
“Anya’s smart; it comes easy to her,” her parents said.
When Sveta got a B, it was cause for celebration.
Anna took second place in the city math Olympiad.
“Good job, but why not first?” her parents said.
That same evening, the family celebrated Sveta’s lead role in the school play.
At university entrance time, Anna asked for a tutor.
“You’ll manage,” said her father.
But for Sveta’s acting classes — twice as expensive — money appeared instantly.
A Life Earned Alone
Anna got into university on a scholarship. She rented a small room, worked part-time, ate simply, and saved every ruble. Her parents were proud only in theory.
“Good for you. It builds character.”
When Sveta wanted an iPhone, they bought her the latest model.
When Anna was offered an internship in Germany, she only needed money for the paperwork.
“We don’t have that kind of money,” her parents said.
A month later, they bought Sveta a car. Twice the cost of the internship.
Anna stood by that car and cried — not out of envy, but out of clarity.
The Breaking Point
Years passed. Anna became a team lead at an IT company. She saved, quietly and steadily — three million rubles over seven years. Enough for a small apartment.
And then the call came.
Her mother’s voice again:
“Anya, we need one and a half million. Sveta’s wedding is more expensive than we thought. You’re young; you’ll earn more.”
Anna had replied, calm but trembling:
“Mom, that’s all my savings. I’ve been saving for seven years.”
“So what? You’ll earn more. Sveta’s wedding is once in a lifetime.”
“Maybe I’ll have a wedding too.”
“You might. But there’s no sign of it yet.”
Something broke inside her then — quietly, like glass underfoot.
When her father arrived to pressure her, she finally shouted the words that had been growing in her for decades:
“So she gets everything, and I’m supposed to earn everything myself? Because I’m a youthful mistake? I won’t pay for her wedding!”
Her father froze.
“What are you saying?”
“You’ve said it yourselves all my life — I came too early. You weren’t ready. I was your mistake, and she was your dream. Well, dream or not, I’m done paying for it.”
Freedom and After
She signed her mortgage papers the next day. Two weeks later, she moved into a small but bright two-room apartment. Her space. Her air.
No one from her family called.
The wedding went on, smaller than planned. Her parents took loans.
Months later, she met her mother in a shopping center.
“Anya, Sveta had a baby.”
“Congratulations.”
“She wants to make peace.”
“What for?”
“You’re sisters.”
“I’m not angry. I just don’t want to go back.”
A year later, Anna married Mikhail — her colleague, her equal, her friend. Their wedding was simple, sincere. No gold, no photographers, no debts. Her parents were not invited.
A message came from Sveta that day:
“Congratulations! Wishing you happiness!”
Anna read it once, then deleted it.
Now
Three years later, Anna stands by the window of her own apartment — her home. The city hums below. Her husband hums in the kitchen, making coffee.
She is a department head now, saving for a dacha. Her life is quiet but full, not defined by comparison or approval.
Sometimes she thinks of her family — distantly, without bitterness.
Because now, at last, she knows this truth:
She was never a mistake.
She was simply the one who had to build her own worth.
And she did.