
“Green light is negative. I repeat, negative. Do not engage. You are Winchester on intel.” The voice in her earpiece was chewed up by static and the distant, rhythmic thrum of a medevac bird somewhere beyond the hills, and for a heartbeat the entire world shrank into the narrow tunnel of glass and crosshair. “Command, this is Raven Two-One. I have visual on the HVT. He’s wiring the vest,” the team lead reported, low and tight, like saying it louder would make the situation real. “If he steps out that door, the stack in the courtyard is dust,” the girl whispered, her throat dry enough to taste copper, her eye pressed to the Leopold Mark 5HD as if the scope could hold her together. “Two-One, you are a trainee attached for observation. You do not have clearance to take that shot. Stand down, kid. That’s an order.” Her finger hovered over the trigger of the McMillan TAC .338, a millimeter of pressure away from a decision that would not unmake itself. Wind, full value from the left, twelve miles an hour at her position, fourteen hundred meters to target, a number that made veterans swallow and pray, and she was seventeen and running on dehydration and grit. “He’s opening the door,” she murmured, forcing her pulse down by will alone, forty beats per minute, the kind of calm that didn’t feel like calm so much as a locked door. “Chief Rourke is in the blast radius. Raven Two-One—” “If you pull that trigger and miss, or if you hit a civilian, you will be court-martialed before your boots touch the tarmac. Do you copy?” She watched the thumb move toward the detonator. She watched Chief Rourke, the man who’d laughed in her face three days ago, turn his back to the threat like the world owed him protection. “I copy,” she lied. She exhaled. The world went silent. Bang.
Seventy-two hours earlier, Nevada test and training range, the heat didn’t sit on you; it tried to crush you. It was a physical weight pressing on shoulders and lungs and eyelids, and Private Nia Cross stepped off the rear ramp of the C-130 and immediately felt the moisture pulled from her pores like a hand was wringing her dry. The tarmac at Creech shimmered in hallucinated waves, distorting the horizon where jagged mountains cut into a bleached sky. She adjusted the straps of her ruck. Sixty-five pounds, plus the platform case, plus what the men decided she deserved. “Move it, Hardware,” a jumpmaster barked over the engine whine, as if yelling could make the desert less real. Nia kept her head down, eyes on the boots in front of her, a ghost in the system, seventeen years old, a waiver and a signature on paper that said her visual cortex processed information twenty percent faster than the average human and her resting heart rate sat comfortably at thirty-eight. To the brass, she was a fascinating biological experiment. To the platoon of SEALs waiting by the Humvees, she was a joke.
“Check it out,” a voice drawled, cutting through the hot wind. “Did the Girl Scouts get lost on the way to the cookie drive?” Laughter rippled through the men, giants in multicam and sun-faded shirts, bearded and tattooed and held together by a cohesion forged in places she’d only read about. Nia walked toward them anyway. Standard issue fatigues hung a little too loose on her frame despite the extra small, and she stopped five feet from the man who’d spoken. She knew his dossier by muscle memory: Master Chief Declan “Havoc” Rourke, twelve deployments, a Silver Star, a reputation for chewing junior officers into career pulp. He looked down at her through Oakleys, beard flecked with gray dust, and didn’t salute or nod. He leaned in close enough to invade her oxygen, smelling like tobacco and gun oil. “How old are you, Cross?” “Seventeen, Master Chief.” “Seventeen,” he repeated, like tasting sour milk, then looked back at his men. “We got a babysitting detail, boys. Command sent us a high school kid to test the new long guns. Seriously?” A sniper named Pike snorted. “I’ve got boots older than her. Does she even need to shave?” “I am qualified on the platform, Master Chief,” Nia said, voice steady even if it sounded thin in open air. “I’m here to shoot.” Rourke laughed, harsh and barking. “You’re here because some admiral wants gender integration metrics to look good on a PowerPoint slide. You see that truck?” He pointed to the lead vehicle. “That’s extraction. But we aren’t driving. We’re rucking to the range. Twenty clicks. Rough terrain. One-fifteen.” He paused, waiting for her to break, for the fear to show itself. “If you fall out,” he said softly, dangerous in the softness, “you don’t get a ride. You get a flight home and a dishonorable discharge for wasting my time. Do you understand?” Nia looked past him to the distant mountains. The heat already made her head thrum, but her heart stayed steady. Thump, thump, thump. “I understand, Master Chief.” “Good.” He turned his back like she was air. “Pike, give her the extra ammo cans. If she wants to be a shooter, she carries the lead.”
Pike grinned and dropped two heavy green metal boxes at her boots, adding another thirty pounds to her load, hazing dressed up as “standards.” It was designed to break her spine before she took a step. Nia didn’t complain. She didn’t look around for help. She knelt and secured the cans to her frame with grim precision, knees buckling a fraction when she stood, a microscopic tremor she locked down instantly. She shifted her center of gravity, forced her spine to accept the crushing burden, and looked up. Rourke watched her reflection in the side mirror of the truck, expression unreadable. “Let’s move,” she whispered to herself. The desert didn’t care about age, gender, or jeers. It only cared if you could survive, and Nia Cross had no intention of dying on a training range.
The pace wasn’t a walk; it was a punishment. “Step it out, ladies. Daylight is burning,” Rourke’s voice crackled over local comms, devoid of exertion. Nia fixed her gaze on the heels of the operator ten meters ahead, the dust his boots kicked up coating her tongue, gritty reminder of her position at the rear. Four miles an hour over broken terrain, straps sawing into her clavicles, circulation dying in her arms, extra cans throwing off her balance and pulling her shoulders forward so her lower back screamed to compensate. Heat radiated off canyon walls, turning air into a convection oven. She sucked hot water through the bite valve, tasting warm plastic and chlorine, and it did nothing to cool the fire in her core. Eight kilometers in, quads filled with wet cement, the men moving with efficient, conditioned lope, years of hell and war tucked into their tendons. For her, every yard was a negotiation with gravity. Pain is information, her father’s voice echoed in her skull. It tells you you’re alive. It tells you where the limits are so you can break them.
She stumbled on loose shale, knee scraping jagged rock, pack threatening to topple her like a cruel hand. She slammed her palm down, caught herself, wrist jarred hard enough to spark pain, and a shadow fell over her. Pike loomed, not breathing hard, and didn’t offer a hand. “Heavy, isn’t it, sweetheart?” He reached for the ammo cans. “Give them here. You’re slowing us down. Chief wants us on the line before sunset, and you’re dragging anchor.” Mercy offered like poison. If she handed them over, she admitted she couldn’t hack it. Nia slapped his hand away, the crack sharp in canyon silence, teeth clenched as she pushed upright on trembling legs. “I am responsible for my gear, Petty Officer.” Pike lifted his eyebrows and jogged back, smirking. “Suit yourself.” Rourke’s voice cut through comms, sharp and knowing. “Get back in formation, Pike. Let the kid carry her cross.” Nia stared at Pike’s back and felt anger flare hot and cleansing, burning away fatigue for a breath. They wanted her to quit. They were betting on it. Ten kilometers left. She locked her eyes on the horizon and stopped looking at the rocks. Hours blurred into rhythmic torture, sun sinking into bruised purple and orange, temperature dropping but sweat turning cold and clammy against her skin, warning sign of exhaustion. When the formation finally halted in a shallow depression shielded by boulders, Nia didn’t sit. If she sat, she knew she might not get back up. She stood while the men dropped rucks and laughed and cracked chem lights, stood until the trembling in her legs faded to a dull vibration, and only then unclasped the waist belt. The pack hit the ground with a heavy thud and she swayed as the world tilted. “Time?” Rourke asked, walking past her, eyes on her boots, not her face. “Eighteen forty-five,” the radio man answered. “We made time,” Rourke grunted. He paused near Nia, not praising the extra cans, not acknowledging anything except that she was still vertical. “Hydrate, Cross,” he said flatly. “Range goes hot at zero-six. If you pass out on my line, I’ll leave you for the buzzards.” “Roger, Master Chief,” she whispered as he walked away. She sank to her knees, hands shaking hard enough to fumble a protein bar wrapper, ate slowly while staring into gathering dark. She survived the walk. Tomorrow she had to shoot.
At dawn the desert turned deceptive: twelve hours earlier it was a furnace; now it was a freezer. Frost glittered on the barrel of the McMillan TAC .338 like diamond dust under the pale wash of sunrise. Nia lay prone on the mat, body rigid, cold seeping through nylon into elbows and knees, but she didn’t shiver because shivering moved the reticle and shivering meant a miss. “Range is hot,” Pike announced from the spotting scope, bored like this was a game. “Steel plate at a thousand. Unknown wind. One shot. Cold bore.” A kilometer of dead air and gravity and variable currents between muzzle and a twelve-inch square of hardened steel. Nia watched her breath plume and reached for the Kestrel. “Three-point-five, full value from nine o’clock,” she murmured, dialing elevation, fingers precise. She moved to windage. “Computer says hold left edge,” Rourke rasped from directly behind her, hovering, not spotting, a presence designed to add weight. “The math doesn’t lie, does it, Cross?” The Kestrel read a gentle breeze, and the ballistic solver dictated the safe, textbook hold. But through her lens, something was wrong. Mirage downrange didn’t match the wind at her position. At six hundred meters, scrub brush twitched opposite direction, canyon geography funneling a draft the Kestrel couldn’t taste. “Target is up,” Pike said, impatience thinly veiled. “Take the shot or clear the line.” “Hesitation kills,” Rourke taunted softly. “If you need a calculator to tell you how to kill, you’re already dead. Trust the machine, kid. It’s smarter than you are.” His words were a trap. Follow the computer and miss, and she was incompetent. Ignore it and miss, and she was arrogant. Nia took her hand off the knob. She ignored the Kestrel and the expensive solver and stared at mirage, boiling and flattening near the target, wind faster downrange and swirling. Trust the eye, she told herself. She loaded the bipod, shifted her body, decided to hold off instead of dial. She placed the crosshair not on the left edge but farther, favoring a wind the sensors denied. “What are you doing?” Rourke snapped. “That’s too much hold.” She didn’t answer. She inhaled deep, exhaled halfway, paused at the respiratory shelf where the heart hangs between beats, pulse slowing, and she squeezed. It wasn’t a pull; it was glass breaking. The rifle roared, muzzle brake blasting dust sideways, recoil slamming her shoulder, but she rode it through the optic to see trace. One second, two. Then the sound came back. Clang. “Impact!” Pike’s voice lifted with genuine surprise. “Dead center. Bullseye.” Nia cycled the bolt, brass ejecting smoking and spinning to land near Rourke’s boot. She didn’t look back. She watched the plate’s swing slow, and then finally rolled onto her side and met his gaze. “Wind at the muzzle was three,” she said flatly. “But the draw at six hundred was pushing eight. The computer was wrong.” Rourke stared through binoculars, jaw tight, calculation cold behind his eyes. He’d wanted her to fail. She had made his equipment look stupid. “Even a blind squirrel finds a nut,” he muttered, kicking the brass away. “Don’t get cocky. Static targets don’t shoot back. Pack up. We’re moving to the kill house.” As he walked away, Nia reached down, picked up the warm casing, wiped dust off it, and slipped it into her pocket. First point on the board. As Pike passed, he murmured almost inaudible, “Nice shot.” Nia didn’t smile. She re-engaged the safety and followed them into the labyrinth.
The kill house was raw plywood and tires designed to mimic the claustrophobic nightmare of urban warfare, smelling of sawdust and the acrid metallic tang of simulation rounds that hit hard enough to welt and split skin. “Cross, you’re up top,” Rourke ordered, pointing at a scaffolding tower overlooking the maze. “Overwatch, position Alpha. Eyes only. Do not engage unless I give you green light. We don’t need you flagging my men.” “Copy, Master Chief,” Nia said, climbing, metal rungs burning her hands. From twenty feet up, the kill house looked like a rat maze, open-topped rooms laid bare, and her angle gave her a view they didn’t have. Through a dirty plexiglass side window in the second room—the fatal funnel they’d enter after clearing the first—she saw a silhouette that wasn’t cardboard. It was a mannequin rigged with a bulky vest, wires trailing to the door handle. Booby trap. Suicide vest simulator. If they breached the second door, the sensor would trip and the blast would wipe the stack. “Hold,” Nia said into comms, voice urgent. “Raven Two-One to lead. You have a rigged vest in room two. Door is wired. Do not breach.” Silence. “Say again, Two-One?” Pike asked, annoyance bleeding through. “I have visual on a suicide vest,” Nia repeated. “North wall, room two. Rigged to the handle. Find alternate entry.” “Negative, Two-One,” Rourke cut in, hard. “Intel says room two is clear. We are on a timeline. Stop ghost hunting and keep the channel clear. Breaching.” “Chief, I can see the wires,” Nia insisted, gripping the rail. “If you open that door, you’re dead.” “Clear the comms,” Rourke roared. “Execute.” The team flowed with terrifying speed, flashbang in room one, clear right, clear left, stack on the second door, and Nia whispered, “Don’t do it,” like her voice could change physics. Rourke kicked and swung the door inward. The siren wailed. Red strobe flashed. Catastrophic kill. The range control officer’s voice boomed over PA. “IED detonation. Entire stack is KIA. Reset at start point.” Momentum died. Rourke froze in the doorway, red strobe pulsing over his face, mannequin grinning in the corner. Nia exhaled, forehead against her rifle stock. She hadn’t been wrong. Rourke looked up through the catwalk mesh and locked eyes with her, and she felt his anger like heat. He didn’t look saved. He looked humiliated.
“Form up on me!” Rourke yelled, ripping off his helmet. “Debrief now.” Nia climbed down, legs heavy, and when she hit the ground, the squad stared at her like she’d caused the explosion with her voice. Rourke stepped into her space. “You clogged the comms,” he spat. “We hesitated because you were yapping about wires.” “I told you the door was rigged,” Nia said, holding her ground. “You opened it anyway.” “In the real world, hesitation gets people killed,” Rourke snapped, vein pulsing at his temple. “You don’t override the breach lead unless you have eyes on the trigger man. You guessed.” “I didn’t guess,” she said quietly. “I saw it. You just didn’t want to listen.” The silence after that was heavy and dangerous. Pike looked from Rourke to Nia, shifting uncomfortably. Everyone knew the truth: she’d made the right call; Rourke had walked them into a grave because he refused to trust the kid. “Reset,” Rourke growled, turning away. “And Cross, keep your mouth shut unless you see a gun pointed at your head.” “Understood,” she said, and she meant it in the bleak way you mean something you don’t like. Being right didn’t matter. Survival did, and in this team she was surviving alone.
By thirteen hundred the desert had become a hostile entity. Air temp one-twelve, ground temp pushing one-forty, heat waves distorting everything beyond four hundred into shimmering soup. Phase two: moving targets, unknown distance, random intervals, five exposures, engage on sight. Pike went first, sweat soaking his shirt, spotter barking calls, misses and corrections in mirage, two hits out of five. Targets on erratic rails sprinted and stopped and reversed, time of flight turning every shot into a prediction. “Cross, you’re up,” Rourke said, marking Pike’s score with a heavy stroke. “Don’t embarrass me.” Nia moved to the mat, heat radiating from ground like a punch to the chest, settled behind the rifle, cheek weld already molded to bone, and looked through the scope at a world swimming. “I’ll spot for you,” Rourke said, dropping beside her, not kindness, control. “Target twelve. Moving left to right. Range nine hundred.” Nia saw the robot sprint from behind a berm, too fast for dial-ups, and she knew if she listened to him she’d miss. He was calling range based on laser, but laser didn’t account for lag, and she didn’t touch turrets. She used reticle holds, Christmas-tree grid etched in glass. Drop, wind, lead, further ahead than felt reasonable, time of flight one-point-four, spin drift, wind push, not words anymore, geometry felt in the hand. Her heart rate dropped. Background noise faded. She wasn’t a seventeen-year-old being tested. She was the firing pin. Crack. She cycled before the impact returned. Unlock, pull, push, lock. Clang. “Headshot,” someone breathed. “Target two, right side,” Rourke shouted, surprised, but she was already swinging, trapping the moving target, waiting for the microsecond pause before it changed direction. Crack. Clang. Recoil, cycle, acquire, send, rifle part of her anatomy, heat and thirst and exhaustion evaporating into rhythm. Fifth round, target running away at a thousand, slim profile, nearly impossible shot in these conditions, and she sent it anyway. Ping. Steel plate spun in sun. “Cease fire!” Range officer called. “Range is cold.” Silence slammed down, ringing in her ears high and thin, and the world rushed back: heat, sweat, cordite. Rourke stayed behind the spotting scope long enough to make the moment uncomfortable, then stood and dusted knees, eyes narrowed like he was searching for a trick. “Five for five,” he said, voice stripped of emotion. “Three confirmed kills, two incapacitations.” The men stared at her differently now. Not respect yet. Something closer to fear—the kind you feel when you realize the joke might replace you. “Pack it up,” Rourke ordered sharply. “Paper targets don’t shoot back.” Nia slung the rifle, shoulder throbbing deep with bruised ache, and walked to the truck under the weight of eyes that weren’t laughing anymore, silence louder than gunfire.
Night movement under quad-tube NVGs turned the world into green grain, depth flattened into a tunnel where rocks looked like holes and holes looked like shadows. Nia moved left flank, boots quiet on cooling sand, temperature dropping forty degrees, sweat drying into salt crust, PVS weight dragging at her neck. “Control, this is Scythe Actual, passing phase line Delta,” Rourke whispered over earpiece, magnified by electronic noise reduction. “No contact, continuing to objective.” Nia adjusted gain on her thermal clip-on overlaying heat onto green phosphor. Desert mostly cool blues and grays with occasional white sparks of rodents and day-warmed rocks. She swept toward the north ridge line, jagged spine overlooking their path through the wash, and something flickered, faint ghost-white against stone. Heat signature. She stopped and took a knee. The squad kept moving, IR strobes pulsing on her display, friendlies marching on. “Two-One, why are you halted?” Pike hissed. “Keep spacing.” “Hold,” Nia whispered, focusing optic, magnification up. The smudge resolved into three shapes tucked into crevices, prone, moving with the fluidity of breathing organisms. “Actual, this is Two-One,” she reported. “Thermal contact north ridge, three packs stationary.” “Negative, Two-One,” Rourke replied instantly. “Range control confirmed. The box is sterile. Only unit in grid. You’re seeing goats.” “Too large for goats,” Nia insisted. “Heat suggests human mass. They’re in defilade observing us.” “Vance—” he snapped, tired and angry. “It’s blooming from heat retention. Reset gain and get back in formation. We are burning time.” She didn’t move. She trusted the machine and her eyes. She refocused. The left figure raised an arm, not scratching but shouldering something long, thin. Barrel. “Master Chief, weapon profile,” she said, voice tightening. “Not friendly silhouette.” “If you call a halt for a rock one more time, I’m pulling your comms,” Rourke snapped. “There is no opfor in this sector. Scenario starts at village. Move.” The order was absolute. Disobey and fail. Disobey and become the paranoid kid who sees monsters in the dark. Nia hesitated one more second, watched them tracking the squad, waiting, then forced her legs to jog and catch up, but she kept her rifle trained north, walking half-sideways. If they were training partners, why weren’t they squawking IFF? Why were they cold on radio? She bypassed Rourke on secondary channel. “Pike, check your six, high ground north. I see them.” “I see them, kid,” Pike replied softly. “Probably range safety officers grading the stalk. Relax.” Range safety wore high-vis and drove white trucks. They didn’t belly-crawl on a ridge in the middle of the night. Nia kept watching anyway as the ridge slipped away and the squad dropped into the wash, perfect fatal funnel, high walls, loose footing, zero cover. As the last man entered, the heat signature on the ridge flared and the figure stood. In the NV green glow, she saw the distinct curved profile of a magazine. Not straight. Banana. Kalashnikov. “Contact rear!” she screamed, breaking protocol, breaking night, and before anyone could reprimand her, the ridge erupted. Not blank pops. Supersonic cracks tearing air apart. A tracer burned angry red and slammed dirt at Rourke’s feet. The training mindset held a fatal half-second pause, but the sound was wrong, sharp snaps followed by dull heavy thumps echoing off canyon walls. “Cease fire!” Rourke roared, diving behind limestone boulders, keying radio in furious reflex. “Control, this is Scythe. Unsafe act. OP four firing too close. Check fire!” A bullet struck six inches from Nia’s left hand and kicked up rock and lead, no blue chalk, no beep, real shrapnel. “It’s live! Take cover!” Nia shouted, rolling into streambed depression, dragging the heavy rifle case through sand. “Davis, get down!” Pike yelled. Davis, heavy weapons operator, was still standing, confused, raising his MK-46, and a single shot rang out, louder, cleaner. Dragunov. Davis’s leg kicked out from under him and he crumpled screaming. “I’m hit! I’m hit!” Rourke low-crawled to him, grabbed drag handle, medic on, pant leg ripped open to jagged tearing wound, 7.62 chewing muscle and bone. Reality hit like a brick. Game over. “Real world! Real world!” Rourke screamed into comms, code phrase to suspend training. “Scythe taking effective fire. Casualty. Live rounds. I repeat, live rounds.” “Viking—this is control,” radio crackled back, distant and confused. “Say again. We show no units in your sector.” “They are shooting at us!” Rourke returned. He fired his HK416 and the sound was pathetic, sim rounds bursting harmlessly blue against ridge rocks two hundred meters away. Their effective range was fifty. The enemy engaged from three hundred. The SEALs were bringing knives to a gunfight. Incoming volume increased. Cover disintegrated. Ridge line gave plunging angle. Nia pressed flat, ozone and copper filling her nose, and looked at her rifle. The McMillan was the only weapon in the team that could reach the ridge. And because she was “testing ballistics,” she was the only one carrying live match-grade ammunition.
“Chief!” Nia yelled over PKM hammering from flank. “My rifle—live ammo.” Rourke looked at her with pupils blown wide, looked at Davis groaning as tourniquet went on, looked at useless blue splatters above. “Are you sure?” he shouted. “Two mags, twenty rounds,” Nia said, patting pouch. “Pike, smoke!” Rourke ordered. “Cross, get to high rock. Shut that gun down or we get flanked.” Smoke grenades popped, thick white clouds billowing, turning NV into static. “Move!” Nia ran crouched, bullets snapping blind through smoke. She slammed into granite slab, deployed bipod, stripped training mag, locked live rounds in with a heavy metallic clack that sounded like truth. “Two-One is hot,” she whispered. Thermal overlay cut through smoke. She saw the machine gunner on ridge, prone, barrel glowing white-hot. She centered crosshair on chest. This wasn’t steel. This was a man trying to kill them. She exhaled and broke glass. Crack. The recoil was violent, mule kick compared to sim, muzzle flash lighting smoke for a fraction. The PKM stopped abruptly. “Target down!” Pike shouted, disbelief cutting through adrenaline. An RPG hissed from left trailing sparks. “RPG!” Rourke screamed, explosion slamming canyon wall above, raining jagged rock. Dust tasted like sulfur and crushed stone. Sound off. Rourke coughed, voice ragged. Pike up. Sanchez up. Davis conscious. Bleeding controlled. Enemy maneuvered with impunity, walking upright along ridge, closing angle to drop grenades. “Chief, they’re flanking east,” Pike shouted, firing useless blue paint. “I can’t touch them.” Rourke assessed: if they stayed, they died; if they retreated, they got cut down. Nia looked right. A jagged spur of rock fifty meters away and thirty up, sniper hide with commanding view, but to get there meant crossing open scree being chewed by automatic fire. “I need elevation,” she told Rourke, grabbing his shoulder. “Angle’s too steep from here.” “Negative,” he snapped. “You’ll be cut apart.” “If I stay, we all die,” she said, and it wasn’t drama, it was ballistics. “You have no range. I’m your only asset.” He hated it, but he was a pragmatist. “Pike, Sanchez,” he barked. “Dump your mags. Everything on that ridge. Make them blink. Cross is moving.” The men rose and fired, pathetic pop-pop volume confusing attackers for a breath. Nia launched herself from cover and didn’t run so much as scramble, spidering over shifting shale while rounds snapped around her, stone shards cutting her cheek. She didn’t flinch. Flinching took time. Thirty meters. Twenty. Ten. A bullet grazed her calf, hot sting, but she hauled herself over the lip and rolled into shallow depression behind granite slab. “Two-One in position,” she gasped, checking limbs, blood on leg but muscle still obeying. “Set up!” Rourke yelled. From this height the battlefield opened like a map: the wash below where the team huddled like trapped rats and the enemy above moving aggressively, sensing blood. Two fighters set up RPG on flat rock, ready to finish the wash. Nia deployed bipod, settled stock, felt isolation hit like cold water: fifty meters from nearest person who wanted her alive, alone in wind and dark, no one to check her math, no one to hand ammo, no one to tell her it would be okay. She was overwatch. She was the monster on the hill.
“I have RPG team,” she whispered, thermal showing them as glowing phantoms against cooling rock. She keyed comms. “Command, this is Raven Two-One. PID on two armed combatants prepping RPG-7. Request permission to engage. Live fire. I repeat, live fire.” Silence stretched while the RPG gunner lifted tube to shoulder. “Raven Two-One, this is Nightwatch,” the controller replied calm, detached, and wrong. “Negative on live fire. You are in a training environment. Those are role players. Do not engage. I repeat, strict weapons hold.” “Nightwatch, they are firing live ammunition,” Rourke broke in, voice distorted by impacts around him. “We have a casualty. This is not a drill. Clear us hot.” “Stand by,” controller said, papers rustling. “We show no unauthorized personnel. Range safety indicates green. You’re likely experiencing a pyrotechnic malfunction. Cease fire and hold position.” Nia watched the RPG gunner aim downward into wash where her team was trapped. “They are not role players!” she shouted, abandoning protocol. “If he fires that rocket, everyone dies. I have the shot. Clear me hot!” Controller’s voice went icy. “If you discharge a live weapon in a training zone, you will be subject to immediate court-martial. You are a trainee. You do not make that call. Stand down. Direct order.” Bureaucracy built an iron wall: to them she was a panicked teen in a simulation. They couldn’t see blood on Davis’s leg or feel tracer heat. The RPG gunner stabilized. Three seconds. Two. “Cross,” Rourke’s voice tore through, raw and desperate. “Take the shot. Forget command. Take the damn shot.” “Do not fire,” Nightwatch insisted. “Weapons hold. Acknowledge.” Nia closed her eyes for a fraction and felt the rules, the manuals, the chain of command, and then felt the older rule under all of it, the one written in marrow. If you don’t act, the blood is on your hands. If she fired, she became a criminal on paper. If she didn’t, the men below became mist. “Two-One acknowledge,” Nightwatch demanded. Nia opened her eyes. Wind three from left. Elevation dialed. Target exhaling. She reached up and found the volume knob on her comm unit. “I can’t hear you,” she whispered to empty air, and clicked it off. The screaming voices vanished. The pleas vanished. There was only desert silence and the heavy thrum of her own pulse. Alone. Truly alone. Finger slid onto trigger. Slack taken. Sear engaged. RPG gunner’s finger tightened. Nia broke glass. Crack. The rifle bucked, thunder rolling through canyons, and through the scope she watched judgment arc. The gunner’s head snapped back in a bloom of heat. The launcher slipped, and the rocket fired anyway, aim ruined, streaking harmlessly into night and detonating high against canyon wall. “Target down,” she whispered, and cycled bolt, casing pinging rock bright and clean. The second man scrambled for the launcher. She didn’t wait for permission that would never come. She shifted and fired again, center chest, lifting him backward into darkness, RPG tube clattering useless. She breathed once, then turned to the PKM muzzle flash left, the anchor pinning her team. Range eight-twenty. Gunner dug deep, exposing only head. Adrenaline tremor tried to creep into her hands. “Stop,” she commanded her nervous system. “You are stone.” She exhaled into the respiratory pause. The gunner paused to reload, sat up a fraction. Crack. Flight time a lifetime. Then in thermal, the head simply burst into heat-splash and collapsed forward over the weapon like a marionette cut. The PKM went silent. The sudden absence of noise was more shocking than the gunfire. Nia gasped, stomach lurching with the reality of what she’d done, and then saw movement near the first bodies: the loader again, another man, trying to recover. If he picked up the tube, he killed them. She cycled and fired, and the round took him in the chest with devastating force, throwing him backward, and then she lowered her forehead to the cold scope ring for half a second, not praying, just bracing.
Down in the wash, heads lifted. They couldn’t see her, only hear the heavy rifle echoing like a god’s fist. Rourke’s voice came faint through radio, careful now. “Command… Scythe Actual… enemy fire has ceased.” No response. They were scrambling to understand why a trainee had just executed three men on a “training range.” Nia clicked her radio back on. Static hissed. “Raven Two-One,” Rourke said, voice different, awe threaded through it. “Report status.” Nia stared at cooling heat signatures. “I am Winchester on targets, Master Chief,” she said hollowly. “Ridge is clear.” “Copy,” he whispered. “Good shooting, kid. Goddamn good shooting.” She didn’t answer. She pulled bolt back and left chamber open, watching steam rise from the barrel toward stars, and then the shaking started as adrenaline drained, and she knew silence was a lie. She’d fired multiple times from one position. To a trained enemy, her location was now a coordinate.
Incoming. She hissed it to herself and rolled away from the lip, scrambling as a mortar launched with a dull thump from valley floor. Flight time twelve seconds. She counted while crawling into a fissure between boulders and curling tight. Five. Four. Three. Boom. The world turned white as the round hit where she’d been ten seconds ago, concussion slapping rocks, shale cascading onto her helmet, air filling with the sharp burnt-copper taste of explosives. More rounds walked across high ground searching for her with high explosives. She checked optic, dusty but intact, checked limbs, still attached, and forced herself to move to a lower outcrop, timing movement between blasts, dust thick enough to help mask her thermal. From the new position, she saw four fighters sprinting across open ground to flank the wash. If she fired, she’d be painted again, but if she didn’t, her team died. She banked sound off canyon wall, using echo to mislead, shot the lead runner when cover would baffle the report, watched the others turn the wrong way firing into empty darkness, and then took them in the confusion, one by one, rhythm cold and efficient. When the last tried to run, she hardened her heart and ended it. “Splash four,” she reported without inflection. “Flank is broken.”
Rourke moved the team, dragging Davis toward the landing zone, and Nia covered, calling contacts, threading danger-close shots past friendly helmets to drop pursuers, the sonic crack of her rounds whipping the air inches from her own men. “She’s parting the Red Sea for us,” Pike breathed, voice full of disbelief. Graves—no, Rourke—hauled himself up through pain, bandaged and bleeding, and the helicopter thump grew as QRF birds came in. “We are at the LZ,” he gasped. “Birds two minutes out. Get down here. We aren’t leaving you.” Nia scanned and caught a technical creeping north, pickup with mounted heavy gun hunting line of sight on the landing bird. If she ran now, the truck would shred the helicopter. “Negative, Master Chief,” she said quietly. “Technical north flank. I have to hold until bird lifts.” “Don’t be a hero,” Rourke barked, voice cracking. “Get your ass down here. That’s an order.” Nia cycled bolt. “I can’t follow that order, sir,” she said, and settled crosshair on driver’s slit. “I’ll see you back at base.” She stayed in the dark while the rescue arrived for men who’d mocked her, ready to fight the monster coming for them. The technical crested the saddle, headlights sweeping toward the helicopter flaring, and Nia had three rounds left. She didn’t shoot the gunner. Another would replace him. She aimed for the engine block, the heart of the machine, led the bouncing truck, and fired. The .338 penetrator punched radiator and cracked block, steam geysering from hood as the engine seized. The truck lurched and died. “Mobility kill,” she reported calmly as every enemy gun on the ridge turned toward her muzzle flash. Below, the bird lifted in rotor wash sandstorm. “We’re wheels up!” Rourke screamed. “Coming back for you. Go to ground.” Nia watched the helicopter bank away and disappear, and then she was alone, bullets snapping close, dismounted fighters sprinting toward her spur. She fired her last two rounds, dropped one flanker, missed the second, and then the click of empty was louder than anything. She slid backward down the ridge into a ravine, abandoning the heavy case, dragging the rifle, drawing her sidearm—an M9 that felt like a toy compared to what she’d been using. Voices shouted in Arabic. “Find the sniper!” They were close. Too close. The ravine dead-ended. She had to vanish. A tiny undercut in canyon wall yawned near a scrub bush, a flash-flood hollow too small for a grown man in armor. Nia jammed herself into it, rocks scraping her back and tearing fabric, pulled knees tight, covered the opening with tumbleweed and dirt, pressed herself into earth until she was nothing. Boots crunched in the ravine. Flashlights swept. A boot stopped inches from her face, close enough she could smell leather and sweat. If she’d been taller, her knees would have betrayed her. If she’d been heavier, she wouldn’t have fit. The thing they mocked was the thing that saved her. The flashlight beam sliced through twigs and caught her eye for a fraction. She didn’t blink. She didn’t breathe. She became stone. “Nothing here,” the soldier grunted. “Check south draw.” Footsteps moved away. Ten minutes later, rotors returned, deeper, angrier. Not extraction—vengeance. Two Apache gunships roared overhead, chain guns spinning, thirty-millimeter tearing night apart, hunters turned into prey. Nia stayed in her hole until the guns went silent and dust settled and then heard clipped American voice on local. “Raven Two-One, this is Scythe. We’re on the ground. Come out, kid. It’s over.” She crawled out covered in dirt, bleeding from a dozen cuts, face a mask of exhaustion.
Master Chief Rourke stood ten meters away under helicopter searchlight, leg bandaged, leaning on a crutch improvised from a rifle, eyes fixed on the tiny hole she’d fit into, then on the disabled technical smoking on ridge, and then on her. He didn’t say anything about age or size. He raised a hand and saluted, not formal, something older—one warrior acknowledging another. Nia didn’t return it; she was too tired. She just nodded, picked up her rifle, and walked toward the bird.
The room later was cold in the sterile way air conditioning is cold, foam soundproofing gray and oppressive, stainless steel table reflecting harsh fluorescent light. Nia sat in dress uniform, skirt and pressed blouse and polished shoes, looking suddenly like what she was without armor: a seventeen-year-old girl in a room full of men who wanted her filed away. Across from her sat a JAG commander and a civilian in a suit who didn’t offer a name. “Let’s go over it again, Private Cross,” the commander said, tapping a pen on a thick file. “You received a direct order from Nightwatch to hold fire. Correct?” “Yes, sir.” “And despite that direct order, you disabled your communications and engaged with lethal force.” “The targets were armed combatants engaging a Navy unit with effective fire,” she said, voice steady even as her knees trembled under the table. “Sir, they were not role players.” The suit leaned forward, eyes dead like shark eyes. “That is a matter of perspective, Private. The official report states a pyrotechnic malfunction caused a panic on the range. There were no combatants. If we admit cartel elements operated inside a U.S. testing ground, it becomes a national security incident. Do you understand?” They were rewriting reality. Gaslighting with official language. “I saw the bodies, sir,” Nia said quietly. “Pyro doesn’t bleed.” “You saw what you wanted to see,” the commander snapped. “You are a teenager in a high-stress environment. You panicked. You fired blindly. Now we have a situation to clean up.” He slid a paper across the table. “This is a confession. It states you suffered a temporary psychological break due to heat exhaustion and discharged your weapon in error. Sign it and you will be discharged quietly. Medical separation. No prison. No court-martial.” The trap was perfect: sign and become the hysterical girl who couldn’t handle pressure, or refuse and be charged under Article 90 and go to Leavenworth for years. “I saved them,” she whispered. “You disobeyed,” the suit corrected. “Sign the paper.”
Nia reached for the pen, hand suddenly heavy, and this was how it ended, not with a bang but with ink, when the steel door slammed open hard enough to rattle the room. The commander jumped. The suit frowned. Master Chief Declan Rourke stood in the doorway on a brace and crutch, combat pants still stained with dust and dried blood, unshowered, wrecked, and burning with something that made the air change. “Master Chief, this is a closed hearing,” the commander said, rising. “You are not authorized.” Rourke limped in, crutch squeaking on linoleum, and didn’t look at the officers. He looked at Nia. He saw the pen in her hand. He saw the confession on the table. He snatched the paper from under her fingers, read it once, and his mouth curled into a snarl. “Psychological break,” he read aloud, voice gravel scraping steel. “Heat exhaustion.” He crumpled it into a ball and threw it at the man in the suit. “This is bullshit.” “Watch your tone,” the suit warned. “Private Cross violated ROE. She went rogue.” “Rogue?” Rourke laughed, harsh and barking, and turned to the commander. “You weren’t there, sir. You were drinking coffee in AC. I was in the dirt. I had an RPG pointed at my team. I had a PKM pinning us down. We were dead. Do you hear me? We were dead.” He slammed his fist onto the table hard enough to dent metal. “That girl didn’t panic. She waited until the last possible second. She neutralized threats with precision. She mobility-killed a technical with a sniper rifle to protect my extraction. She didn’t disobey an order. She followed the oldest order there is: don’t let your people die.” He leaned in, eyes bright with rage and truth. “She went offline because you were giving her an illegal order to let us get wiped because you were afraid of paperwork. If you court-martial her, you court-martial me. Put me on the stand. I will tell every outlet from here to D.C. that command tried to let a SEAL element get erased on a training range to avoid a report.”
Silence swallowed the room. Everyone understood the threat. Rourke was decorated and credible. If he went public, careers above everyone in that room would die screaming. The suit stared at him, then sighed, picked up the crumpled confession, smoothed it out, and fed it into the shredder. Paper died in thin strips. “The official report,” the suit said flatly, “will state that Private Cross acted under field-promoted authority during a live-fire malfunction involving hostile trespassers. The incident is classified. It never happened.” He looked at Nia with eyes like closed doors. “You are dismissed.” Nia stood, legs shaky but spine straight, and looked from the suit to the commander to Rourke. “Thank you, Master Chief,” she said softly. Rourke didn’t smile. He nodded toward the door. “Get your gear, Cross. Get out of here before they change their minds.”
The hallway outside was bright and empty, sterile air filling her lungs, and she realized the girl who’d walked into the desert wanting approval, wanting rules to protect her, was gone. She’d left her in the hole in the canyon wall. Later in the locker room, she packed slowly, rifle already crated and tagged for transport, only personal effects left: civilian clothes, a book she never opened. She peeled the candidate patch off her shoulder, Velcro ripping like a small tearing sound, and stared at it before tossing it into the trash because it belonged to someone who thought fairness was a thing you could earn. A man leaned in the doorway. Pike, no sunglasses, eyes tired and ringed with dark. “Heading out?” “Yes, Petty Officer,” Nia said, zipping duffel. “Transport in twenty.” Pike pulled a folded paper from his pocket and held it out like it mattered. “Chief wanted you to have this.” She unfolded it. It was the range scorecard from day one, windage and elevation notes in Rourke’s sharp angry handwriting, and at the top where it listed her biographical data, he’d crossed out AGE: 17 and written in thick black marker: STATUS: LETHAL. Under team recommendation, one line: ONE OF US. Something tight and painful formed in her throat. She blinked fast, refusing to let it spill. This was better than a medal. Better than applause. “Tell him,” she started, then stopped, swallowed hard, and said, “Tell him I said thanks for the wind call.” Pike’s mouth twitched into a genuine grin. “I’ll tell him. Keep your head on a swivel out there, kid.” “You too,” she said, slinging the bag.
She walked out into blinding Nevada sun, heat slamming into her like a familiar enemy, C-130 engines churning on the tarmac, ready to carry her to somewhere quiet, somewhere dangerous, somewhere no one would thank her for decisions that kept other people breathing. She adjusted her sunglasses, checked her watch, didn’t look back at the mountains where she’d killed men and saved lives, and walked toward the plane, shadow stretching long and thin against the shimmering ground. She was seventeen years old, and she understood now that age was a number on paper and paper was something men shredded when truth got inconvenient.