
PART 1
It was a Tuesday morning, the kind that bites at your exposed skin with teeth made of late October wind. The sky over our small town of Oak Creek was a bruised purple, threatening snow that wasn’t quite ready to fall. Inside “Rosie’s Corner,” the air was thick with the scent of roasted hazelnut and burnt sugar, a smell that had clung to my hair and clothes for the last six years of my life.
I wiped down the counter for the tenth time that hour, my hands trembling slightly. It wasn’t the caffeine. It was the envelope burning a hole in the back pocket of my faded jeans.
Cream-colored cardstock. Gold foil lettering. The Oak Creek High Class of 2014 Ten-Year Reunion. Just looking at it made my stomach turn over. For weeks, I had told myself I wasn’t going. Why would I? Why would I walk back into a room full of people who had made my teenage years a living hell? I had spent a decade trying to forget the sound of their laughter, the way they used to bark at me when I walked down the hallway because they said I looked like a stray dog.
“Trash Girl.” That was their favorite name for me.
I shook my head, trying to dislodge the memory, and looked up as the bell above the door chimed.
He walked in.
Ben.
I didn’t know his last name, not really. I just knew him as “Ben with the sad eyes.” He came in every single morning at 7:15 AM sharp, ordered a large black coffee, two sugars, and left. He rarely spoke. He never smiled. He carried a grief so heavy it seemed to physically weigh down his broad shoulders.
He was a construction worker, always dressed in flannel and work boots that were covered in dust. He was handsome, in a rough, weathered way, but he looked like a man who had forgotten what joy felt like. I knew he was a single dad—I’d seen his little girl, Ella, a few times. She was a quiet, fragile little thing who clung to his leg like he was the only anchor in a stormy sea.
I watched him approach the counter. He didn’t look at me. He never really looked at anyone. He just stared at the menu he’d memorized two years ago.
“Large black, two sugars, please,” he said, his voice a low rumble that vibrated in my chest.
“Coming right up,” I said, forcing a smile that felt too tight on my face.
As I turned to the machine, my mind raced. The reunion was this Saturday. I had made a promise to myself this year. After losing my parents in that car crash when I was nineteen, after spending my twenties hiding in books and behind this counter, I had promised myself I would stop being afraid. I wanted to go. I wanted to walk into that ballroom and prove to them—and to myself—that I was still here. That they hadn’t broken me.
But I couldn’t do it alone. The thought of standing there by myself, while Veronica Williams and her clone army sneered at me, was paralyzing. I needed a shield. I needed… a partner.
I glanced back at Ben. He was looking out the window, his jaw tight. He was safe. He was quiet. And he was a stranger. If he said no, I’d just die of embarrassment and find a new job in a different state. Simple.
I handed him the cup. “Have a good day, Ben.”
He nodded, took the cup, and turned to leave.
Do it, a voice screamed in my head. Ask him. Just ask him.
My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird. My palms were sweating. He was already at the door. He pushed it open, the cold wind rushing in.
Now or never, Emily. Now or never.
“Wait!”
The word tore out of my throat before I could stop it. It was loud, desperate. A few customers looked up from their laptops.
Ben froze in the doorway, half-in, half-out. He turned slowly, his brow furrowed in confusion.
I untied my apron with shaking fingers and threw it on the counter. “I… I need to ask you something. Please.”
I rushed around the counter and followed him outside. The cold air hit me like a slap, but I barely felt it. Ben was standing by his beat-up Ford truck, his hand on the door handle. He looked at me, really looked at me, for the first time in two years. His eyes were a startling shade of blue, but they were clouded with that familiar, ancient pain.
“I’m sorry,” I blurted out, wrapping my arms around myself to stop the shivering. “I know this is insane. I know you don’t know me. I’m just the coffee girl. But I… I’m desperate.”
He didn’t move. He didn’t back away. He just waited, his expression unreadable.
“I have a high school reunion this Saturday,” I said, the words tumbling out over each other. “I haven’t been back there in ten years. I was… I was bullied. Badly.”
I looked down at the cracked pavement, unable to meet his gaze. “They called me horrible names. They said I was ugly, that I was poor, that I came from the dumpster. They put gum in my hair. They locked me in the locker room during gym so I missed the bus.”
My voice cracked, and I hated myself for it. I hated how easy it was for the tears to surface, even after all this time.
“I want to go back,” I whispered. “I want to show them I survived. But I can’t walk in there alone. I physically can’t do it. I need… I need someone to stand next to me. Just so I don’t feel so small.”
I took a deep breath and looked up at him. “Can you pretend to be my boyfriend? Just for one night? I’ll pay you. I have savings. I’ll pay you whatever you want.”
The silence that followed was deafening. A car drove past, splashing through a puddle. A crow cawed from a telephone wire.
Ben stared at me. His face was a mask of stone. I felt the heat rising in my cheeks, a burning humiliation that started at my neck and spread to my hairline.
Stupid, I thought. Stupid, stupid girl. He’s a stranger. He’s a grieving father. He doesn’t want to play pretend with the weird barista.
“I’m sorry,” I said quickly, backing away. “Forget I asked. That was… that was inappropriate. I’m sorry.”
I turned to run back inside, to hide in the back room until my shift was over, but a hand caught my elbow.
It was a gentle grip, firm but careful. I stopped and turned back.
Ben was looking at me, but the stone mask had cracked. There was something else there now. Recognition.
“You don’t have to pay me,” he said. His voice was rough, like gravel crunching under tires.
I blinked, stunned. “What?”
“I said you don’t have to pay me.” He let go of my arm and leaned against his truck, looking past me at the brick wall of the café. “I know what that’s like.”
“You… you do?”
He nodded slowly. “I wasn’t always… this.” He gestured vaguely at his muscular frame. “When I was a kid, I was the runt. My dad took off when I was five. Mom worked three jobs. I wore clothes from the donation bin. Kids… kids are cruel.”
He looked back at me, and for a second, the clouds in his eyes cleared, revealing a fierce, burning intensity. “They used to call me ‘Patchwork’ because my jeans were always patched up at the knees. I spent most of middle school hiding in the library so I wouldn’t get jumped at recess.”
My mouth fell open slightly. I looked at this man—this strong, silent, intimidating man—and tried to picture the scared little boy he used to be. It broke my heart.
“I’m going,” he said.
“You… you are?”
“Saturday. What time?”
“Seven,” I squeaked. “Pick me up at seven?”
“Address?”
I fumbled for a receipt paper in my pocket and a pen, scribbling down my address with shaking hands. I handed it to him.
He took it, folded it neatly, and put it in his shirt pocket. “I’ll be there, Emily.”
He knew my name. Two years, and he had never said it, but he knew it.
“Thank you,” I whispered, tears finally spilling over. “Thank you, Ben.”
He nodded once, got into his truck, and drove away.
I stood there on the sidewalk for a long time, watching his taillights disappear, wondering if I had just made the biggest mistake of my life, or the best decision I’d ever made.
The rest of the week was a blur of anxiety and preparation. I spent more money than I should have on a dress—a deep emerald green silk that hugged my curves in a way I usually avoided. I had always hidden my body under baggy t-shirts and aprons, ashamed of the fact that I wasn’t a size two like Veronica and her friends. But this dress… this dress made me feel like a woman.
Saturday night arrived with the weight of a judgment day.
At 6:55 PM, I was pacing my tiny living room, wringing my hands. My apartment was small, filled with secondhand furniture and stacks of books. It was my sanctuary, but tonight it felt like a waiting room.
What if he doesn’t show? The doubt gnawed at me. Why would he? He probably woke up this morning, realized he agreed to go on a fake date with the coffee girl, and changed his mind.
At 7:00 PM sharp, a knock echoed on my door.
Three heavy raps.
I took a deep breath, smoothed down the front of my dress, and opened the door.
My breath caught in my throat.
Ben stood in the hallway, and he looked… transformed.
Gone was the flannel and the dust. He was wearing a charcoal grey suit that fit him perfectly, the jacket straining slightly against his broad shoulders. His white shirt was crisp, unbuttoned at the top, no tie. He had shaved, revealing a strong, square jawline I hadn’t seen clearly before.
He held a single white rose in his hand.
“Hi,” he said.
“Hi,” I breathed.
He looked me up and down. It wasn’t a leering look. It was a slow, appreciative gaze that made my skin prickle with electricity.
“You look beautiful,” he said.
I flushed. “You clean up pretty nice yourself, construction man.”
A ghost of a smile touched his lips—the first one I had ever seen. “Ready to go to war?”
“As I’ll ever be.”
He held out his arm. “Then let’s go.”
The drive to the hotel ballroom was quiet, but it wasn’t the awkward silence I expected. It was a comfortable, heavy silence. The kind that exists between two people who understand something fundamental about each other without needing to speak it.
As we pulled into the parking lot of the Grand Oak Hotel, my nerves returned with a vengeance. My hands started shaking in my lap.
Ben put the truck in park and turned to me. “Hey.”
I looked at him. “I think I’m going to throw up.”
“You’re not going to throw up,” he said firmly. “Listen to me. Those people? They don’t matter. They peaked at seventeen. You? You’re a survivor. You’re building a life. You’re kind. You’re hardworking.”
He reached across the console and took my hand. His palm was rough, calloused, and incredibly warm.
“And tonight,” he said, his blue eyes locking onto mine, “you’re with me. I won’t let anyone touch you. I promise.”
I squeezed his hand back, drawing strength from him. “Okay. Okay.”
“Let’s do this.”
We walked into the lobby, his hand resting protectively on the small of my back. The music thumped from behind the double doors of the ballroom—some terrible pop song from 2014 that I instantly recognized.
We pushed the doors open.
The room was bathed in dim purple light. Balloons floated in clusters. A banner read Welcome Back, Class of 2014!
There were about a hundred people there. I recognized faces instantly, though they were older, softer, or harder.
And then I saw them.
In the center of the room, holding court by the bar, was the group. Veronica Williams, Jessica Tate, Ashley Thorne. The “Plastics” of Oak Creek High, only now they were the Real Housewives of Oak Creek.
Veronica was wearing a red dress that looked like it cost more than my car. She was laughing, her head thrown back, her teeth gleaming white.
I froze. The old fear, cold and slimy, coiled in my gut.
Veronica stopped laughing. She turned her head. Her eyes scanned the room and landed on me.
Her smile sharpened. It wasn’t a smile of greeting. It was a smile of a predator spotting a limping gazelle.
She nudged Jessica, pointed at me, and whispered something. They both laughed.
Ben felt me tense up. He stepped closer, his body heat radiating against my side.
“Head up,” he whispered in my ear. “Shoulders back. You’re the queen here. They’re just the court jesters.”
I swallowed hard, lifted my chin, and we began to walk toward them.
PART 1
It was a Tuesday morning, the kind that bites at your exposed skin with teeth made of late October wind. The sky over our small town of Oak Creek was a bruised purple, threatening snow that wasn’t quite ready to fall. Inside “Rosie’s Corner,” the air was thick with the scent of roasted hazelnut and burnt sugar, a smell that had clung to my hair and clothes for the last six years of my life.
I wiped down the counter for the tenth time that hour, my hands trembling slightly. It wasn’t the caffeine. It was the envelope burning a hole in the back pocket of my faded jeans.
Cream-colored cardstock. Gold foil lettering. The Oak Creek High Class of 2014 Ten-Year Reunion. Just looking at it made my stomach turn over. For weeks, I had told myself I wasn’t going. Why would I? Why would I walk back into a room full of people who had made my teenage years a living hell? I had spent a decade trying to forget the sound of their laughter, the way they used to bark at me when I walked down the hallway because they said I looked like a stray dog.
“Trash Girl.” That was their favorite name for me.
I shook my head, trying to dislodge the memory, and looked up as the bell above the door chimed.
He walked in.
Ben.
I didn’t know his last name, not really. I just knew him as “Ben with the sad eyes.” He came in every single morning at 7:15 AM sharp, ordered a large black coffee, two sugars, and left. He rarely spoke. He never smiled. He carried a grief so heavy it seemed to physically weigh down his broad shoulders.
He was a construction worker, always dressed in flannel and work boots that were covered in dust. He was handsome, in a rough, weathered way, but he looked like a man who had forgotten what joy felt like. I knew he was a single dad—I’d seen his little girl, Ella, a few times. She was a quiet, fragile little thing who clung to his leg like he was the only anchor in a stormy sea.
I watched him approach the counter. He didn’t look at me. He never really looked at anyone. He just stared at the menu he’d memorized two years ago.
“Large black, two sugars, please,” he said, his voice a low rumble that vibrated in my chest.
“Coming right up,” I said, forcing a smile that felt too tight on my face.
As I turned to the machine, my mind raced. The reunion was this Saturday. I had made a promise to myself this year. After losing my parents in that car crash when I was nineteen, after spending my twenties hiding in books and behind this counter, I had promised myself I would stop being afraid. I wanted to go. I wanted to walk into that ballroom and prove to them—and to myself—that I was still here. That they hadn’t broken me.
But I couldn’t do it alone. The thought of standing there by myself, while Veronica Williams and her clone army sneered at me, was paralyzing. I needed a shield. I needed… a partner.
I glanced back at Ben. He was looking out the window, his jaw tight. He was safe. He was quiet. And he was a stranger. If he said no, I’d just die of embarrassment and find a new job in a different state. Simple.
I handed him the cup. “Have a good day, Ben.”
He nodded, took the cup, and turned to leave.
Do it, a voice screamed in my head. Ask him. Just ask him.
My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird. My palms were sweating. He was already at the door. He pushed it open, the cold wind rushing in.
Now or never, Emily. Now or never.
“Wait!”
The word tore out of my throat before I could stop it. It was loud, desperate. A few customers looked up from their laptops.
Ben froze in the doorway, half-in, half-out. He turned slowly, his brow furrowed in confusion.
I untied my apron with shaking fingers and threw it on the counter. “I… I need to ask you something. Please.”
I rushed around the counter and followed him outside. The cold air hit me like a slap, but I barely felt it. Ben was standing by his beat-up Ford truck, his hand on the door handle. He looked at me, really looked at me, for the first time in two years. His eyes were a startling shade of blue, but they were clouded with that familiar, ancient pain.
“I’m sorry,” I blurted out, wrapping my arms around myself to stop the shivering. “I know this is insane. I know you don’t know me. I’m just the coffee girl. But I… I’m desperate.”
He didn’t move. He didn’t back away. He just waited, his expression unreadable.
“I have a high school reunion this Saturday,” I said, the words tumbling out over each other. “I haven’t been back there in ten years. I was… I was bullied. Badly.”
I looked down at the cracked pavement, unable to meet his gaze. “They called me horrible names. They said I was ugly, that I was poor, that I came from the dumpster. They put gum in my hair. They locked me in the locker room during gym so I missed the bus.”
My voice cracked, and I hated myself for it. I hated how easy it was for the tears to surface, even after all this time.
“I want to go back,” I whispered. “I want to show them I survived. But I can’t walk in there alone. I physically can’t do it. I need… I need someone to stand next to me. Just so I don’t feel so small.”
I took a deep breath and looked up at him. “Can you pretend to be my boyfriend? Just for one night? I’ll pay you. I have savings. I’ll pay you whatever you want.”
The silence that followed was deafening. A car drove past, splashing through a puddle. A crow cawed from a telephone wire.
Ben stared at me. His face was a mask of stone. I felt the heat rising in my cheeks, a burning humiliation that started at my neck and spread to my hairline.
Stupid, I thought. Stupid, stupid girl. He’s a stranger. He’s a grieving father. He doesn’t want to play pretend with the weird barista.
“I’m sorry,” I said quickly, backing away. “Forget I asked. That was… that was inappropriate. I’m sorry.”
I turned to run back inside, to hide in the back room until my shift was over, but a hand caught my elbow.
It was a gentle grip, firm but careful. I stopped and turned back.
Ben was looking at me, but the stone mask had cracked. There was something else there now. Recognition.
“You don’t have to pay me,” he said. His voice was rough, like gravel crunching under tires.
I blinked, stunned. “What?”
“I said you don’t have to pay me.” He let go of my arm and leaned against his truck, looking past me at the brick wall of the café. “I know what that’s like.”
“You… you do?”
He nodded slowly. “I wasn’t always… this.” He gestured vaguely at his muscular frame. “When I was a kid, I was the runt. My dad took off when I was five. Mom worked three jobs. I wore clothes from the donation bin. Kids… kids are cruel.”
He looked back at me, and for a second, the clouds in his eyes cleared, revealing a fierce, burning intensity. “They used to call me ‘Patchwork’ because my jeans were always patched up at the knees. I spent most of middle school hiding in the library so I wouldn’t get jumped at recess.”
My mouth fell open slightly. I looked at this man—this strong, silent, intimidating man—and tried to picture the scared little boy he used to be. It broke my heart.
“I’m going,” he said.
“You… you are?”
“Saturday. What time?”
“Seven,” I squeaked. “Pick me up at seven?”
“Address?”
I fumbled for a receipt paper in my pocket and a pen, scribbling down my address with shaking hands. I handed it to him.
He took it, folded it neatly, and put it in his shirt pocket. “I’ll be there, Emily.”
He knew my name. Two years, and he had never said it, but he knew it.
“Thank you,” I whispered, tears finally spilling over. “Thank you, Ben.”
He nodded once, got into his truck, and drove away.
I stood there on the sidewalk for a long time, watching his taillights disappear, wondering if I had just made the biggest mistake of my life, or the best decision I’d ever made.
The rest of the week was a blur of anxiety and preparation. I spent more money than I should have on a dress—a deep emerald green silk that hugged my curves in a way I usually avoided. I had always hidden my body under baggy t-shirts and aprons, ashamed of the fact that I wasn’t a size two like Veronica and her friends. But this dress… this dress made me feel like a woman.
Saturday night arrived with the weight of a judgment day.
At 6:55 PM, I was pacing my tiny living room, wringing my hands. My apartment was small, filled with secondhand furniture and stacks of books. It was my sanctuary, but tonight it felt like a waiting room.
What if he doesn’t show? The doubt gnawed at me. Why would he? He probably woke up this morning, realized he agreed to go on a fake date with the coffee girl, and changed his mind.
At 7:00 PM sharp, a knock echoed on my door.
Three heavy raps.
I took a deep breath, smoothed down the front of my dress, and opened the door.
My breath caught in my throat.
Ben stood in the hallway, and he looked… transformed.
Gone was the flannel and the dust. He was wearing a charcoal grey suit that fit him perfectly, the jacket straining slightly against his broad shoulders. His white shirt was crisp, unbuttoned at the top, no tie. He had shaved, revealing a strong, square jawline I hadn’t seen clearly before.
He held a single white rose in his hand.
“Hi,” he said.
“Hi,” I breathed.
He looked me up and down. It wasn’t a leering look. It was a slow, appreciative gaze that made my skin prickle with electricity.
“You look beautiful,” he said.
I flushed. “You clean up pretty nice yourself, construction man.”
A ghost of a smile touched his lips—the first one I had ever seen. “Ready to go to war?”
“As I’ll ever be.”
He held out his arm. “Then let’s go.”
The drive to the hotel ballroom was quiet, but it wasn’t the awkward silence I expected. It was a comfortable, heavy silence. The kind that exists between two people who understand something fundamental about each other without needing to speak it.
As we pulled into the parking lot of the Grand Oak Hotel, my nerves returned with a vengeance. My hands started shaking in my lap.
Ben put the truck in park and turned to me. “Hey.”
I looked at him. “I think I’m going to throw up.”
“You’re not going to throw up,” he said firmly. “Listen to me. Those people? They don’t matter. They peaked at seventeen. You? You’re a survivor. You’re building a life. You’re kind. You’re hardworking.”
He reached across the console and took my hand. His palm was rough, calloused, and incredibly warm.
“And tonight,” he said, his blue eyes locking onto mine, “you’re with me. I won’t let anyone touch you. I promise.”
I squeezed his hand back, drawing strength from him. “Okay. Okay.”
“Let’s do this.”
We walked into the lobby, his hand resting protectively on the small of my back. The music thumped from behind the double doors of the ballroom—some terrible pop song from 2014 that I instantly recognized.
We pushed the doors open.
The room was bathed in dim purple light. Balloons floated in clusters. A banner read Welcome Back, Class of 2014!
There were about a hundred people there. I recognized faces instantly, though they were older, softer, or harder.
And then I saw them.
In the center of the room, holding court by the bar, was the group. Veronica Williams, Jessica Tate, Ashley Thorne. The “Plastics” of Oak Creek High, only now they were the Real Housewives of Oak Creek.
Veronica was wearing a red dress that looked like it cost more than my car. She was laughing, her head thrown back, her teeth gleaming white.
I froze. The old fear, cold and slimy, coiled in my gut.
Veronica stopped laughing. She turned her head. Her eyes scanned the room and landed on me.
Her smile sharpened. It wasn’t a smile of greeting. It was a smile of a predator spotting a limping gazelle.
She nudged Jessica, pointed at me, and whispered something. They both laughed.
Ben felt me tense up. He stepped closer, his body heat radiating against my side.
“Head up,” he whispered in my ear. “Shoulders back. You’re the queen here. They’re just the court jesters.”
I swallowed hard, lifted my chin, and we began to walk toward them.
I sat there for a long time, staring at the screen. Ben sat down beside me, noticing my silence. “Everything okay?”
I showed him the phone. He read it silently, his eyebrows raising slightly.
“Wow,” he said. “What are you going to do?”
I thought about the girl I used to be—the girl who cried in the bathroom stalls, who believed she was trash. And I thought about the woman I was now—loved, strong, a mother.
“I’m going to let it go,” I said.
I typed a reply.
Veronica,
Thank you for the apology. It took courage to send this. I forgive you. Not because what you did was okay, but because I’m too happy to carry that anger anymore. I hope you find your own peace.
—Emily
I hit send, and then I blocked her. I didn’t need her in my life, but I didn’t need to hate her either. I was free.
Five years after that cold October morning, we were all gathered around the dinner table. It was chaotic—Cameron was three now and refused to eat anything that wasn’t orange, Ella was twelve and talking a mile a minute about her school play, and I was pregnant with our third baby, a girl we had already decided to name Margot.
“Tell the story!” Cameron demanded, banging his spoon on the table. “Tell the story about the coffee!”
Ben and I exchanged a smile across the table. It was a look that communicated a thousand things at once—love, gratitude, disbelief at our own luck.
“Well,” Ben started, leaning back in his chair. “Once upon a time, there was a grumpy construction worker who was very sad.”
“And a scared barista who was very lonely,” I added.
“And a little girl who wrote a magic letter,” Ella chimed in, grinning.
“Exactly,” Ben said. “And the barista asked the construction worker a very crazy question. She asked, ‘Can you pretend to be my boyfriend for a day?’”
“And what did you say, Daddy?” Cameron squealed.
Ben reached across the table and took my hand, squeezing it tight.
“I said yes,” he said softly, his eyes locking onto mine. “I said yes, and it was the best decision I ever made.”
I looked around the table at my beautiful, messy, loud family. I thought about the fear that had almost stopped me. I thought about the grief that had almost drowned Ben. And I thought about the little girl who had whispered a prayer into the darkness, believing that love could fix what was broken.
She was right.
Sometimes, love comes in a lightning bolt. But sometimes, it comes in a quiet stranger holding a cup of coffee, just waiting for permission to be seen. Sometimes, it takes a leap of faith to realize that the person you’re pretending to love is actually the person you were meant to love all along.
And sometimes, just sometimes, the universe answers your prayers with exactly what you need, right on time.